I’m Such a Fucking Liar, Apparently

So, my last post was about me promising to post more frequently. That was like 5 years ago! Sorry for being such a fucking liar. It wasn’t intentional lying. Life just overtook me for a while, I guess. The best part is that I have made HUGE changes in my life since then. The best change that I have made is that I’m totally committed to being myself now. No more phony bullshit. In having totally accepted who I am and releasing the fear of expressing myself to everyone in my life just as I am, I have managed to accomplish many of my previous goals fairly effortlessly. So, if you’re offended by profanity and/or raw emotions or dirty truths or unpopular opinions, then I’m sorry to lose you. But I would much rather lose you than ever lose myself again. When I look back on many of the posts I previously made on this website, I want to vomit. Just look at my perfect and happy fucking life! Lies. Lies to myself even. I never thought I was the kind of person to put on a phony face, but apparently I was. That’s not an easy thing to learn about yourself, but is a very valuable lesson. It’s super scary to really get to know yourself and to be yourself in this world. But if you don’t, you will never really be alive. The name of this website is Naked on a Strange Planet, but I’m afraid I was too afraid to expose my “nakedness” (check out the About page) or to really express how strange this planet really is to me.

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